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Wednesday, May 17, 2006
yesterday mark the end of 2006 mid yr exam...but the mood of end-of-exam wasnt there..i still feel so pressurised and stressed up.. there isnt much mood to have fun and relax. mayb is because i am guilty of getting back my poor result..it is just so disappointing... yesterday right after exam went to celebrate,went KFC to eat..wanted to try the new mac but very ex..i love that mac advertisment..yay!
olevel chinese is coming..it is one more week. 29 may...argh!cant rest much too..sometimes really feel like giving up...can i dun take olevel?!
anyway change my outlook of my blog le..eating apple has it pros and cons too..
exam period-
stressed up..this seem to be like the longest exam i ever taken and it is like 3 weeks... 3 week without much tv programme and computer. life like this is a torture.. *amath-i think i going to flunk it...17 ppl pass only leh...OH NO! *phyisc-not much hope,looking at the way mr lee look at me.... *chemistry-shld be ok bah *s.s- the time racing paper..getting back mayb tml.. *lit- after that daniel goh teacher say our weakness,confidence shaken... *chinese-ok *emath-ok *english- shld be ok but the way ms teng always mark our work make it to get gd grade.
first exam that i break down..cried badly ever since the first paper which shaken my confidence.yesterday break down again.and during the 3 week exam period i break dwon countless times. i am just disappointed with myself. mugged up so hard and yet i dun get my results. i am so disappointed with myself.yesterday cry in my sleep,but there you are leaving me alone in the room,dun allow me to get out of the house,getting some fresh air.i need space and all you did was to cram me in this small space.you were not there for me when i needed you some times..why.... i try not to cry in front of you cause you only and always see me smiling,you only see the tough side of me,the strong independent daughter but there is still a weak side,the one who needed love from her dad,needed care from you. and you guys just concentrate more on your son..ya so what is he is a guy..he can show attitude why cant i?!you always say i study in a stress-free enviroment but actually there is alot of stress i getting from you.just because i dun break down as much as the ppl u know doesnt mean i dun have stress.. do you know when i cry?
